I know the truth.

You've told me I'm the most important person to you. I believe every single word you say. Now that I think of it, how do I know you haven't said that to anyone else? Most important means there can only be one. Do I matter most to you? Or someone else have already taken that place? I just wish you could tell me in my face that "No one has taken your place. And you're still the most important person who matter the most to me." Don't tell me what is not true. Please. It hurts me. 

I CAN'T TAKE IT

I did not give up. I'm just starting over.