Okay. I failed HORRIBLY in doing the whole Bill Kaulitz hair. I followed what they said on WikiAnswers... Maybe I didn't use enough wax.

From WikiAnswers:
From what Ive seen, wax and lots of it. I mean lots. Judging by the way it goes up then kind of spikes out he uses wax along the roots, then gel to make the ends stiffer and hair spray to keep it together. Its a pretty expensive routine and wax is hell to get out of your hair/off your hands and the excessive washing of your hair strips out dye and natural oils.

Bill Kaulitz Hair (Tokio Hotel)
Prerequisites: Layered black hair, clip in white streaks (again for care reasons)
Product: Gel, Hairspray, Wax
Instructions: This hairstyle is surprisingly complex stemming from such a simple popular cut that was designed to make hair less bulky. End result: anything but. Ok, wash your hair. Dry it, if you have curly or wavy hair you will want to straighten it first. Then clip in streaks in random places but not so the clips show k? Ok flip your hair upside down and work the wax through the roots, then, not bringing your head up apply gel to the ends. Then douse it in hairspray, and wait until it dries a bit. Then you can straighten up again

This is the result.

Total failure.

Someone please help me... The best part is, his hair is longer than mine. I swear, his head is like the moon, and my head, like the earth.

Sould I give up and stick to what I do best? Like flipping my fringe. HAHA!

I can't believe I woke up so fucking early in the morning. And did my hair. In the morning. I feel so retarded. HAHAHAHA!

Music: History by Funeral For A Friend

Fuck. I'm awake. And it's freaking 6.30 in the morning. My idiot brother woke me up at 6. That bloody git. And the worst part is that I can't go back to sleep. I can't fall asleep. So practically I only had about 2 to 3 hours of sleep. It's getting so hard to fall asleep. I hope I can solve this problem soon. I'm getting really tired. Well, now that I'm awake, I could probably do my hair.

It's Valentines' Day. <3

So... What's the plan today, Jude?

Music: Memory by Sugarcult

HAHA! I'M WATCHING AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL AT 1 IN THE MORNING.

GO TYRA!

The Glorious Dead. And The Glorious Living.

I can't sleep anymore... I'm missing Jude like crazy... Actually, I'm missing a lot of people... I miss John "Beatz" Holohan from Bayside. He died. I miss Heath Ledger. He died. Too. I miss Casey Calvert from Hawthorne Heights. He died. Also. So the only person I miss that is alive is Jude. Yea. I miss my friends from school too... Yea. They're alive too.

Music: Ohio Is For Lovers by Hawthorne Heights.

Today, I went to get my hair cut. Yea. It's supposed to look like Bill Kaulitz from the band Tokio Hotel... Now it's too short. Yea. So I'm waiting for it to grow a little longer. The idea's there though. All I need now is a lot of hairspray... HAHA! To make my hair defy gravity like BILL!!!
That is bill below... He is so hot.

Yea. My hair looks like this now without styling....
It's way too short to look like Bill's hair... I haven't try making it defy gravity yet. When I succeed, I'll let you know.

Right now... I feel like I've seen myself somewhere before.... I wonder where....

Don't you think I look like freakin' Twohill now?!?!

Anyways, I baked cookies for VALENTINES' DAY!!! It's so gay... but it's fun! HAHA! I made my own icing!!! (:
Okay... It's so gay...........

I think the first thing I'm gonna do when I wake up tomorrow is to style my hair proper. Yea. Like Bill Kaulitz. But the shorter version. Well, at least I won't look like Twohill.

Music: The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls.

Well at least there's Grey's Anatomy tonight to take my mind off stuffos. GREY'S ROCK! Sad thing is that it's the finale. :(

Music: Bullet Theory by Funeral For A Friend

Boredom-ness Loves Company. Me.

I stayed home the whole day today, waiting for Jude to end school and call me so that we could meet up. Seems like that didn't happen. It's all wishful thinking I guess.... Is it so hard to call and say "Hey Lil, I don't think I can meet you today." At least I wouldn't have wasted half a day. I could have gone for a freaking haircut that I need really badly. Whatever. I'm one pissed girl.

Music: Wasted by Cartel

Wake Up My Love.

I just woke up. Yea..... It's 2 something.... I slept for 12 hours man.. HAHA! Sleepy head. I just made myself a friendsorenemies profile. It's somewhat like friendster but it's way cooler. HAHA.
I wonder what Jude's doing now.... Haven't seen him for 5 days. Yea....... What shall I do today? I feel so lost without school man... I miss school... I miss waking up miserably for school, bathing with my eyes shut and rushing when the alarm didn't ring. HAHA! Hopefully I'll meet Jude today. (: What shall I cook myself for breakfast? Actually it's lunch time already. Damn... I wanted pancakes with lots of maple syrup..... :( maybe tomorrow....

Music: The Tide by The Spill Canvas

ONE-WAY TICKET TO BOREDOM..............













music: Problems- Against Me!

Okay... I'm back on the blog. I SWEAR NEVER TO DOWNLOAD MUSIC ONLINE. Unless it's a demo kinda thing and the band doesn't even have an album yet. My CD collection is GROWING!!! HAH! I just got two new CDs. Cartel's album Cartel. It's a very good album. I think their song that was remix by Wyclef Jean is weird. HAHAH! CD no. 2 is Aiden's Conviction. It's an OK album. I won't say it's totally AWESOME but it's okay. Yea. I need more CDs! I'm HUNGRY FOR CDs!!!

Music: Numb (Encore) Linkin Park and Jay-Z