Friday, July 09, 2010

PINK SHEEP.

Guess what my aunt from Hong Kong gave me? 

A PINK FLUFFY FAT SHEEP STUFF ANIMAL! 


How old does she think I am, 5? Hahaha! 

Really cute though and I LOOOVE it. It has this really nice smell to it too. 

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

Doodles

I just ended school. Waiting for drama... And that is freaking 4 hours away...

Well I'm gonna try studying for math, right after my doodle bug gets bored with doodling.


Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Repo Men.


Repo Men was pretty good. I won't say awesome but good. Lots of blood and weird awkward scenes (if you know what I'm talking about.) Imagine this, you are cutting yourself up and making out with your lover??? Is that like some kind of new weird-ass fetish that I haven't heard about? Hahaha! Overall, I would say the story has a unexpected ending. Well at least for me. The guys behind me had really funny reactions to the bloody scenes. They were like "KNNCB!" Noobs. Never watch gory stuff before. It's not the goriest movie I've watched.

Jude Law is seriously balding...

I'm heading of to bed. Ciao.

If you be my star,
I'll be your sky.
You can hide underneath me
and come out at night.

Frolicking.

I had two cups of Frolick today... Hahaha! I should not have but I guess it's a little "reward" for feeling a little better? :D Off to watch Repo Man with Jude and Jeremy, then back home to rest. I have not slept a wink since yesterday morning. Till next time...

Let me just leave you guys drooling over my favourite model of all time for now.



I miss the days when we just hug and you'll say I made your day.

Monday, July 05, 2010

I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me.

Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me
But I'm nothing so good
No, I'm nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down, fold me in
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn
By you, visions of you then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face
When I hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you

Now you see me
Now you don't
Now you need me
Now you don't

BMTH.

Time for a little Bring Me The Horizon eye candies fresh from the Alternative Press site. ♥







We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak
And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead.

EAR.

I've got an ear infection. FML.

Sunday, July 04, 2010

Freddie Loves Effy. ♥

I can't help but to hurt, like you can't help but to love. How long more can I withstand this pain? Only time will tell and I sure hope long enough for you to come back to me. I know exactly how it feels when you love someone, but they don't love you back the same way you love them. What can we do? We just have to deal with it, and make the best out of the situation. If it doesn't work out, move on. I know it's easier said than done. If it takes for me to let you go for you to catch your dreams, the pleasure would me mine, to step aside for you to be truly happy with the one you truly love. It'll be the hardest thing I'll have to do, and trust me, I would hate to ever be in that situation, and I do pray to the Lord I'd never have to do that. I am selfish and I want you all to myself, but neither do I want you to suffocate and be unhappy.

This is what I truly feel and I can't hide it no more. I am still only human, just like you are, and we do go through a lot of the same things, more than you'll ever know. 

I don't blame you, for being you.

Monday, May 17, 2010

♥?

LOVE ME, 
THAT'S ALL I ASK OF YOU.