Somethings are far too good to go when you let go.

There are many things I'd like to say.
Just can't find words to put it.
Can't find words that won't offend you at least.
So it's better to keep my trap shut.

"Speak now or forever hold your piece and pieces."

Music: Down and Out by The Academy Is...

Everything I have.

WHOOOO HOOOO!!! NO MORE MAID! I HAVE MY WHOLE ROOM TO MYSELF AGAIN!!! I SWEAR, I MISS BEING ALONE IN MY ROOM. HAHAHA.

Guess Who's Back?

I'm finally back on my blog. (: Straighten some stuff out, got my wrist fractured, had nightmares about people I love dying, and yea... Anyways, recently I've been totally nuts about OLIVER SYKES from Bring Me The Horizon. I listen to them but never really bothered to see what they look like. HAHAHA! That's when I bought RockSound Magazine and stumbled upon his picture. GOSH, he's so pretty... It makes me go oooohh.... HAHAHA! Mind you, it's just an eyecandy. I love Judey a lot. (: Here's some more Oli Sykes for you to oogle at.

BEHOLD! THE EYECANDY THAT WILL GIVE YOU DIABETES!

Music: A Torrid Love Affair by Boys Night Out.

For Now. Until I Sort My Life Out.

We're both such magnificent liars.

Why don't we just talk about it? You act like you're okay. I act like I'm okay. We both know that we're not. Why are we being such phonies to each other? I hate the phase we're going through right now. It makes me feel like a shithead. I'm just pouring out my feelings through any means I can. I should stop doing that and speak up instead. Talk to you. You know what, just stab me right now. It'll be much easier, I guess.

I Hate It When You Shout At Me. It Makes Me Feel Really Sad For The Whole Week.

Have you ever felt really upset after someone kinda shouted at you? I'm not someone who gets easily offended if you shout at me or something. But when Jude does that, it makes me sad. It makes me want to cry. I must have done something really wrong to be shouted at, but most of the time I get over it in a split second. But when you do it, I feel shit about myself and wouldn't dare say another word or do something that might make you shout at me again. So I keep quiet. I wouldn't wanna spoil your mood by telling you what I feel on the spot. Sorry baby for doing whatever I did that made you shout at me. :(

UNHOLY CONFESSIONS

TONIGHT IS A7X.
FUCKING EXCITED!
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW EXCITED I FEEL.
YES I'VE SEEN THEM BEFORE.
BUT I'M STILL EXCITED!
SEE YOU THERE WHOEVER WHO'S GONNA BE THERE!

Never Gonna Be Who You Want Me To Be.

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might BREAK
And I fear I cant take it
Some night I'll lie awake
FEELING EMPTY

I can feel the PRESSURE
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the PRESSURE
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm LOSING HOPE
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that were spent
carrying away from hope

Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty

I can feel the PRESSURE
its getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the PRESSURE
We're better off without you

Without you

Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
But I'm sitting all alone
Feeling empty

I can feel the PRESSURE
its getting closer now
We're better off without you

Feel the PRESSURE
its getting closer now
YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME.

Music: Pressure by Paramore.

NO. 1 COSTUME COSTUME!

Today, Jeremy, Andrew, Jude and I went to search for COSTUMES!!! I got bits and pieces for the my outfit. Andrew got his two outfits. Jude still has to work on getting one. Jeremy got one and a half of his outfit. I still have to work on my top and my shirt for the costume. (: We went to 2 different places to search for costumes. Yea. They were both near each other in arab street so it wasn't much of a problem. After searching for costumes, we went to eat at this place called Charco's in Ang Mo Kio. I swear, you will cry eating the lamb kebab and the lamb ribs... The best part was, it was CHEAP! like 6 something for the kebab and 13 something for the ribs. WOW right? We ordered 5 dishes all together and it amounted to only $42 something! That is really cheap for really good food. Anyways, I'm gonna hit the sack now. Gotta wake up at 6 for work. (:

Music: The Words "Best Friends" Become Redefined.