Today was normal. Just that me and Pei Ying are not talking. I-mai seems to be not talking to me too. A sad and lonely life I live. During P.E. today, we had to play this game which was like captain's ball but modified. Mr. Chua then grouped us randomly and unfortunately, I was picked LAST for teams. SUAI SUAI I had to be in the same group as two of the people I'm currently not talking to. You know how difficult it is playing sports without TRUST and COMMUNICATION right? So ya. And what's more our group has like one person more than any other groups. Who's gotta sit out? Me. I sat out for liek most of the sessions. I only played like what, 2 games? WTF right! I felt so LEFT OUT! When I asked who wants to switch with me, only Nadia let me switch with her. The rest of the people, only sat out when they were tired. Isn't open numbers a good way of choosing who should sit out for just one game? SO NOT!!! If you really wanted to play, you wouldn't want to share. This is 1 account where this is true. So who has to sit out? ME. %@^&*!(*()&$)**(^(!***^$)(!)(&(@*^(*$#^)(!(&@^$(^%^&$@!*&(*)(^#(*^&*%#&^&$^&!(**^)^$*&%*&*!*(#^*))!)(%(()(^!++$*(@)$&(@&%#$*@ TO SELFISH PEOPLE!!!

Why do people LOVE to rake up the past? Bad Past. Is this part of human nature? All I know is that it's such a stupid thing to do. Why would you want to recollect bad experiences? Anyway I just want everything to be happy and fun again. Anyway I want to dedicate this song to everyone who is having problems with their friends too.

"There's No 'I' In Team"
Well I can't regret, can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down, we go down together best friends means,
well best friends means
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy from friends who never loved you nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you it's something unforgivable...ohoh

Well I can't regret, can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down, we go down together best friends means,
well best friends means
You never knew well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you,
it's true I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans based on these mistakes

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you it's something unforgivable

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back so let's end this call, and end this conversation there's nothing worse... (that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea The jealousy that became me thinking (that's right he said) that you always had it way too easy

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you it's something unforgivable

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

Best friend thinks I pulled the trigger!!!
Best friend thinks you get what you deserve!!!

Today was SUPPOSED to be like another fun day when the air's filled with laughter and stuff. Unfortunately, it wasn't. Went to school, it was still okay. Went to the canteen, still okay. Pea comes over, still okay. Piss at me because Sean accepted my add and not hers, still okay. Starts talking about the Teachers' Day performance thingy, still okay UNTIL. UNTIL I suggested that we could do some old rock like Led Zepplin. She was soooooooo AGAINST the idea. I told her that she's soooooo CLOSED MINDED! Quote from her:" I'm already very open-minded okay. I don't mind old-school rock but NO LED ZEPPLIN!" She then goes on to say :" If you're not in the band for teachers' day don't blame me hor. My loyalty lies with the band." So I said "Fine la. Nevermind." Then I took my bag and put it in between both of us. I think she took it that I used my bag to tell her to go away as I moved away from her. All I wanted to do was to put my iPod into my bag without letting the WHOLE WORLD see it. So ya! She stood up and said: " Why do you have to be always so petty?" and walked away. In my head i was like: Why do you always have to be SOOO MEAN!!!! Dawn comes over and YAE! someone to talk to. MUMMY TO THE RESCUE!! I told her what happened. I told I-mai too. BUT I DID NOT TELL THE WHOLE WORLD DAMN IT!!! ANYHOW ACCUSE ME! While waiting for LAO ZHANG to come to the chinese class, I was standing at the railing and ranting my anger off to the space in front of me. I RANTED so much that i never thought I could rant so much. Anyways that was the happenings of the day. BTW>> I drew a REALLY NICE TBS THINGY IN MY SPO!!!

@ Macs

Today is FAMILY DAY!!!! We went to Macs after school today (Mai, Pea, Dawn & me) to STUDY!!!!! I FINNISHED 2 MINDMAPS ON PHYSCIS!!!! (: Anyway.... I'm doing my best to get the hang of this blog..... Just started.... Lol.... You might think I'm a sua ku but you know what, I DON'T CARE!!! LOL Gtg Eat .... Bye!!!