Dream.

Okay. I'm gonna say this to the whole world. And once I do, I can't back out. :

I, Lilian Huang, will and must do the following things.

-Clean and arrange my room neat and tidy.

-Clean the rest of the house.

-Wash and iron clothes.

-Replace items in the house that is not up to standard.

-Cook dinner most of the nights. 

-Start to make decisions for myself, by myself.

-Appreciate every little thing.

-Take control of my emotions.

-Get the freaking bunk bed out of my room.

-Ask for help when needed.

-Be pleasant. 

-Have more believe in myself.

-Stop putting myself down.

-Most importantly, Be myself no matter what. ( Although cleaning and all that shizzays don't really sound like me. LOL) 

Yep. I have to do all that is listed above.  I would probably need help in a few areas though. (: Hopefully I can follow this tiny guide and even maybe add more stuff to it to improve myself, improve the life at home, improve the life of my family and friends. I really hope that the days to come would be happy days. 

Broken.

12.00 - 3.36

Okay. I guess you forgot to call... Not anyone's fault but I'm only human and I can't help but feel a little sore... 

Oh well... No hard feelings... 

Music: Walking by Boys Night Out.

You confuse me sometimes.

You confuse me sometimes. 

Really. 

I guess I'm confused.

Explain to me. 

Econs sucks balls. 

I've learnt something;

Never put someone as your priority, when you're just an option to them. 

Simple. It will save you from feeling small and unworthy. Because you know you're not unworthy. No one should feel that way about themselves. Although sometimes I feel that way. 

Music: Soulless Child - Laura Marling

I wanna run but only far enough to make you miss me.

I love you Judey Boy... 

You make my heart skip not just a beat, but many beats.

You make my day by breaking my legs with your lame jokes. 

I don't have to be someone else when I'm with you. I can just be me.

AIYA. 

There's so much I want to say, but there are no such perfect words to describe you.

I'm no good at poems.

I'm no good at songs.

All I know is that we get along. (: 

LOVE YOU JUDEY JUDEY JUDE! 

The Beach.

Okay. We went to the East Coast to camp out in the middle of the night! Yep. We went to East Coast only at 1 am and camped til the next afternoon. I'm kinda LAZY to type right now, so I'll let the pictures do the talking! (:

Yep. I wished we could camp out by the sea forever... 

P.S. I tried smoking... 

Music: Bury Your Head by Saosin. 

Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Today, after school, I went over to Jude's place. (: We prepared sandwiches and tea and coffee and stuff to go to the beach! (: It's been so long since I last went to Punggol End. (: Jude's mum and Benny came along too! (: We called a cab to get there. Benny was so excited he couldn't stop barking! So bloody cute lah that dog.... It was sooo windy when we got there. Such nice weather. Benny just love going into the water and having fun. Jude and I lay on the mat and tried to grab the sky like fools. HAHA! It was actually quite fun. Jude's mum has this chair, which is THE MOST VELVETY, COMFY BEACH CHAIR EVER!!! I swear... It's the life....  After that,  Jude's dad came to pick us up, back to their place. We bathed Benny because he was all sandy! Yea. After that it was to the hair dressers for Jude and I. (: I swear... I look very Chinese now... I did bangs... Jude cut his hair shorter. Yep. 

The Beach.

The Haircut...

Music: Bro Beat. by MY Brother. 

MYSTERY JETS NIGHT.

Okay. Here are some pictures of Mystery Jets I took with my phone during the gig. (: And some toilet photos... HAHA! 

Music: Pioneers by Mystery Jets.

MISERY JETS!

Mystery Jets were ALL SHINY!!! Did you know that Mystery Jets were actually Misery Jets?! Blaine misspelt Misery Jets on some drumskin they were working on and TA-DA! Mystery Jets!!!

One night of love, nothing more, nothing less.

School was kinda a bore today... I PASSED MY MICROECONS PAPER! (: HAHAHA! That makes two passes this time! And the rest... Let's not bring it up... 

Anyways, today after school, hung around with Phoebe for a while, go get my Marketing Fundamentals book, and we got this mini notebook made out of rough paper and cut-up binders. The auntie there gave us one each for free. HAHA! It's sooo cute! Perfect for grocery shopping or little to-do notes. Perfect way of recycling too. (: 

RAFIA STRINGGGG!!!! Only Phoebe will know what I'm talking about... HAHAHA! 

Anyways, after school, after I left school, went to Judey boy's place! Like finally! I miss that boy so much. HAHA! He has so much to do, like school and the website and stuff... I wished I could help him take those "virtual papers", and fling them out of the window. But I'm not IT savvy, so that will be a teeny wiennny bit challenging. 

It was nice hanging out with him. Love that boy you know... 

He was like showing me the Universe on his HUGE Universe book he got from Andrew for Christmas. And he flipped the pages really quickly, that meant "Across the Universe".... LAME!

Hahaha! Bloody cute la... 

One night of love, left my heart in a mess... 

Music: In Love by The Kooks.

Not the best...

Okay. This layout is temporary... Just experimenting with the code thingy. It looks kinda weird the layout... Just wanted something along the line of the movie Across The Universe. (: By far, my favourite movie. (: I need help with the whole layout thingy... 

I'm so not code-thingy savvy. 

So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.

Bad luck or just a cute little black cat? I say cute little black cat, although it started hissing at me after this shot was taken... HAHA!

I've lost all interest for Business School... I really hope I get into Design for the next school year. 

Everyone has been busy with school and such.  So I've got some time on my hands for some Lilian to Lilian time. Yep. 

I've been feeling sickly for the past week. I hope this sickly thingy passes soon. I'm just so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick. 

Can't wait for the weekend to come. Mystery Jets. 

I miss Judey. 

Music: Dislocated by Emmanuel. 

TWO OH OH NINE

2008 is so last year. 

2009 is a new start. 

Time for change and adaptation. 

Time for new friends and improving 

bonds with family and friends. 

Time for new resolutions and new promises. 

2009, another 365 days more.