Runaway.

I hate it when you never listen to me and in the end, it never matters. You'll blame me anyway. You never hear what I have to say. You find fault in me, for other's faults. It's fucking fucked up. If I weren't there, who the fuck will you blame then? Who? The next day, you act like nothing happened. Totally awesomeness man.

At least I learnt something today. I learnt how to play pool. I wouldn't have if I obeyed you blindly like a fucking stupid lackey. I've neither done anything wrong, nor am I doing anything immoral. I'm just following what my hearts tells me, what I feel is right. It's time for you to get a mind of your own and break this age-old tradition. It's time for change.

Right now, I don't really feel like talking to you at all. And I even kind of hate you. But this hate won't last, for you are after all my flesh and blood.

I just wish you would see where I'm coming from. Everyday. I wish.

I tried to be the one that everybody loved.

Where has that gotten me?

I tear myself to shreds to prove that I'm someone,

that I can never be.

What to do.

I have no idea. Feel like puking.

Watched 17 Again with the guys and my brother in Cineleisure. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.

It was a pretty good movie. Really sweet and stuff. Hmmm...

After that we chillaxed at the 24 hours Starbucks at Pacific Plaza. My brother and I kinda dozed off, Jude and Jeremy were talking.

Took the first bus back to Hougang. Freaking bus was freaking cold.

Now am home and am tired. Goodnight.

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way something so beautiful
Everytime I look inside

Summer has come and passed.

The innocence can never last.

Wake me up, when September ends.

Or when my school ends.

My Geek.

Passed out in our school clothes

so we'd wake up in our Sunday's best.

I never asked for your opinion,

I just got it,

and I get it.

HAPPY EASTER!

Happy Easter everyone! Hope you guys had your fill of chocolate easter eggs and bunnies! (: Anyways today was really fun! (: I went over to Jude's place last night to do up my very own CACTI GARDEN!!! They all have names! (: Lucy, Leo, Neo, Maggie, Megan, Maddie, Sunshine, Tyson, Billie, Susan and Spike. (: I haven't thought of a name for my two succulents yet though... Jude re-potted his herbs too! (: The Chilli Padis are growing very very well! We spent a total of about 3 hours re-potting all our plants in the kitchen... Legs all became numb! After that, we did some easter decos. (:

Today, we ate at Boon Tong Kee! (: Like really until damn full-up... After that, Jude, Jimmy, Sharon, Jude and Sharon's parents and I went to Pasir Ris Park to play. Wanted to catch a movie but we missed the last show... THE PLAYGROUND WAS REALLY REALLY FUN! (: We were really like kids, climbing up and down the space walk and stuff. The DISH was really fun! But it started spinning too fast. The slide.... I kinda got stuck... It just shows that I've gotta lose A LOT of weight. PRONTO. Nevertheless, it was an awesome day and I really enjoyed my Easter. (:

I'd give up forever to touch you,

'Cos I know you'd feel me some how.

You're the closet to heaven than I'll ever be

and I don't want to go home right now.

Maundy Thursday.

Lilly just came back from Maundy Thursday procession. It's my first time going from church to church to church on Maundy Thursday. (:

You alone are my heart's desire.

ACCEPTED!

TODAY IS A REALLY AWESOME DAY FOR ME...

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO NAFA!!!

WOOOHOOOO!!!!!

These waves crash against me,

Reflections, nothing more.

But they teach us how to hold,

while stars shine above me,

from world long since dead.

Can we remember just to live?