Hey people! Today I went to Compass Point with Wei Xin and my "les" partner DAWN! HAHA. Play play one la. I got boyfriend how can be les? lol. Anyway, Dawn told me that Natasha told her that there was going to be a KCP carnival in KCP before they TEAR IT DOWN! TEAR IT DOWN!? I'm like so GONNA MISS IT SO MUCH! I better not wear eye-liner tomorrow. Later smudge like siao. Oh mans! How I wish I could tell Ms Toh about it but she doesn't teach in the school anymore. MAN! I MISS JUDE! Couldn't meet him today because his Grand-dad just passed away. That made me think of my grand-dad. I didn't even get to say goodbye to him. I really miss him (my grand-dad) a lot.

Sadness Is Beautiful. Lonliness Is Tragical.

Hey people. I'm like feeling sad. Kinda sad. I don't know why. I haven't seen Jude since Sunday. Man. I miss him. Okay. Today was boring. Like totally. Yesterday I sat down with a couple of ANTI-BEATRICE PNG PEOPLE and started talking about how lame and loser-ish BEATRICE PNG can be. And how UGLY and FUGLY she was. BLOODY LAME. In school she's like a bloody nerd. With a really high belt! And like that's "EMO". She thinks she "EMO". SERIOUSLY. LAME....

SCREW Xbox I PLAY OLD SCHOOL NINTENDO.

SAY SAY SAY!!!! TODAY, I JUST HAD TUITION. Yep. I WANNA CUT MY HAIR!!!! Like totally emo-fy it! Long but able to spike kinda thingy. LOL. I don't know what I'm talking about. Saw DAWN'S BOYFRIEND TODAY! HAH! Quite cute la. HAHA. Went to buy a PRESENT for NATALLI!!!! HAHA. We'll get to watch her on CHANNEL 8 TOMORROW!!!! HAHA. In I NOT STUPID TOO!! HAHA. She's the CHIO-BU IN THE MOVIE MAN! HAHA. I SOUND SO BENG! Anyway, going to her gathering tomorrow! HAHA. I HAVEN'T SEEN HER FOR SO LONG!!!! LALALALALALA. MY TEETH STILL HURTS LIKE FUCK! There were like a rice grain stuck in the hole where my teeth used to be. OUCH RIGHT! And i ate corn at MACS today, and you know the small white thing that is in the kernel, it got stuck too! LIKE WTF! Aiyo. I MISS JUDE! LOL.

SING, SING A SONG!

Hey people. I extracted 2 teeth today. PAIN LIKE FUCK! Last week's extraction did not hurt at all but today..... THE INJECTION HURTS!!! THE EXTRACTION HURTS!!! NOW MY MOUTH HURTS LIKE FUCK!!!! DAMN PAIN LA! WHAT'S MORE I HAD TO GO HOME WITH PUBLIC TRANSPORT! AND THAT REALLY SUCKED! BIG TIME! !@$#$^%$^&%*&^()*)(_)+__+_()*&*&^^%$#$@#@#!#@$^%&^&(*)()&*%^$##^%*)(++_(&%^#$@$#@#!#!#!#!#@$^%*&(%%%@@~~$#%&(*)(_()E*@@~#$%R^&*(*)(+_)(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*()__)(*&^%$#@~!~!@#$%^&*(_)((*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^%$#@~!@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^%$#@~!@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^%$#$%^&*_)(*&^%#$%)(*&^%$!@$%^&)(*&^%

PAIN LIKE FUCK!

Hey people. Recently I've been feeling really emo. So if I offended anyone I'm sorry. Well. Today sucks. I was suppose to like meet Jude today but he had oral. Why can't he like tell me earlier or something? Went for math remedial instead. Joy. Seriously. How long does it take to reply an sms? For him, it's forever. I just feel damn down. I think I'm over-reacting. Well. I'm feeling kinda sick. I felt like vomiting the whole day. Perhaps because I didn't really eat. No mood. My goal is to be bloody skinny by Christmas. So yep. Don't feed me. I only eat breakfast. Nothing else. If I'm like going-to-die kinda hungry then I'll eat recess.

We're just the boys and girls, That think they always know. With answers for the world. The ambiguity shows

Hey people. I'm using the com late today! LOL. HUSH HUSH. Don't wanna let my bro know. HEHEHE. Today was kinda happening. Went to Heart Of God Church. A really HAPPENING PLACE MAN! The people there are like damn enthu! HAHA. The place's like a MOSH PIT MAN! WOOOHOOOO. Yep. There were like colour lights flooding the place and a SMOKE MACHINE! YEA! A SMOKE MACHINE! HOW MANY CHURCHES HERE WOULD HAVE A SMOKE MACHINE??!!! DAMN COOL. HAHA.

SALVATION IS HERE!

Hey world. I'm damn sad. I haven't seen Jude for like really long. I haven't even talk to him for like really long. We didn't have like a proper conversation for like really long. He is unreachable. Can't reach him on phone. Even if he's online, he doesn't reply. What the fuck kinda thing is that? Isn't it better to put me in the freezer and leave me there to die? Seriously. I rather be tortured than to feel that I'm being played. I don't even know if he is playing with my feelings or not. Right now I'm just doing my best to like get hold of him. I really love him, but I don't know if he feels the same.

Hey people! Didn't go to school today!!! HAHA. Went to the dentist! Extracted 2 TEETH!!! LOL. DIDN'T HURT!!! HAHAHA...

HEY people. My life's kinda boring now because I'm like down all the time... Most of the time... Nothing GREAT, EXCITING or PAINFUL happened.... Maybe tomorrow... Going to the dentist to extract 2 teeth first... I guess that would be PAINFUL. LOL. Jude didn't top-up his handphone thingy.... Can't get him on the phone... Online also don't reply... Hiya... I miss him!!! I wanna hug him so bad!

Lips are quivering, like a withering rose.

BAD STUFF THAT HAPPENED OVER THE HOLS:
+STEVE IRWIN DIED.
+MY NAMELESS FISH DIED.
+WE WERE ALMOST LATE FOR FORBIDDEN CITY.
+JAMES MY FISH DIED.
+PAUL GOT VOTED OUT OF SINGAPORE IDOL. ( TOTALLY EMO-FIED AFTER THAT)
+DIDN'T SEE JUDE FOR LIKE THE WHOLE HOLS EXCEPT ON THE START OF THE HOLS WHICH IS A SATURDAY.
+ACCIDENTALLY BOUGHT A FAKE NIKE SHOE AND ONLY FOUND OUT WHEN I CAME HOME.
+WATCHED REPLAY OF SI AND FELT ALL EMO AGAIN. (NEVER GONNA GET OVER IT)
+TONS OF HOMEWORK AWAITING.
+DIDN'T GET THE ELEMENT BAG I WANTED.

GOOD STUFF THAT HAPPENED:
+FORBIDDEN CITY ROCKED!( WE MADE IT IN TIME)
+SHINE JESUS SHINE ROCKED!
+WATCHED DEVIL WEARS PRADA.
+LAUGHED AT PEOPLE SUFFERING FOR MONEY ON FEAR FACTOR.
+KISSED PAUL ON HIS CHEEK!(HE SMELLED PRETTY!)
+BOUGHT TWO NEW SHIRTS! (RED AND BLACK STUFF!)
+BOUGHT THREE NEW PLAIN SKINNY POLO TEES..
+GOT A VOLCOM BELT. (IN MY FAVOURITE COLOURS! RED BLACK AND WHITE!)

FUCK!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S OVER FOR PAUL!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!! What's more, I wasn't HOME YESTERDAY!!!! Was at FORBIDDEN CITY. AHHHHHH!!!!! Dawn's friend smsed her that PAUL went out. She told me. I broke down. NOT BADLY. Holding back a lot. Wasn't wearing WATERPROOF MASCARA. Wouldn't wanna look bad. I'm like damn SAD!!!!! WHY????!!!!! ANY ONE CAN SEE THAT JASMINE SHOULD HAVE BEEN OUT INSTEAD OF PAUL!!! AND BETWEEN JON AND PAUL LAST NIGHT, PAUL SHOULD HAVE STAYED IN!!!!! HE HAS LIKE HIS OWN IDENTITY!!!! AIYA. What's doen is done right SINGAPORE?. Anyway, FORBIDDEN CITY WAS GREAT despite me not feeling very good. Hosan Leong was like damn FUNNY!!! HAHA. Finnished my ART!!!! LOL. GONNA MEET JUDE TODAY!!!!!

SHINE JESUS SHINE was GREAT YESTERDAY!!!! 'Cept for the fact that it was like raining. YEP. And we were like out in the open! I was like soaked to the bone man! It was like COLD but FUN! LOL. A RALLY IN THE RAIN. lol. Anyway, I miss JUDE. Meeting him on FRIDAY! :) lol.

SHINE JESUS SHINE

GONNA GO TO SHINE JESUS SHINE!!!! LOL. I MISS JUDE!!!!

IHATEMYLIFE. FUCKEVERYONELA. EVERYTHINGISMYFAULT. YA. EVERYTHING. EVERYTHINGHESAYSISRIGHTLA. THEBLOODYFUCKER. HESUCHAFUCKER. FUCKFACEIDIOT. IHATEHIM. JUSTBELIEVEHIMLA! DON'TEVENNEEDTOASKMEANYTHINGRIGHT? FUCKALLOFYOU! FUCKINGROTTERS!

Hey people! Did nothing much today. TOMORROW'S A BETTER DAY!!!! Gonna go for the SINGAPORE IDOL ROADSHOW TOMORROW!!!!! PAUL'S still in!!!! LOL. At last that faggot MONKEY is out. LOL. MEETING JUDE TOMORROW TOO!!!! LOL

YOU TEARS DON'T FALL, THEY CRASH AROUND ME.