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Scratching you out on a piece of acrylic makes me happy.

It's not perfect, but I'm still working on it.

I miss you. I can't sleep because I've grown accustomed to your pillow, your comforters, your smell, and your warmth. Here it's just me and even my pillows no longer smell like me. It feels like a different place. ):

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.

Say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me, each night, each morning.

Love me. That's all I ask of you.

The Clash.

Today is the day I have had it with Goh Aik Chuan. He can jolly well go take his Hokkien cussing and shove it up his arsehole. If he points at me with his fucking finger ever again, I WILL BREAK IT. I mean what I say. I WILL FUCKING BREAK IT IF HE POINTS SO FUCKING RUDELY AT ME AGAIN. Low EQ, what can I say? I'm sorry if I'm totally straight forward and frank, but THIS IS MY BLOG. It's MY channel to say what I want to say. AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO NAME PEOPLE WHO PISS ME OFF. Stop distracting the whole class with your LOUD FUCKED UP VOICE. Although I don't believe in stupid questions, the questions you ask are pretty stupid. Read up on your general knowledge before you start going around, acting like a know-it-all. SO WHAT IF YOU HAVE EXPERIENCE TEACHING FOR 6 MONTHS? It does not make you a better than us to BOAST. By the way, you have NOTHING to boast about. I don't know how much your students learned from you. Even if they did, I guess it must be how to speak really bad English.

I just really really dislike you. Stop coming my way. GET THE POINT? Since day 3 I do not want to be your friend. NO. NOT FRIENDS.

FUCK OFF.

FOR REAL.

←←←←←←Behind Behind Behind☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹☹

I'm so behind my school work.

School was ): for me today.

After school was fun! (:

Sadik and Alvin with their volcanos.

Speaking in keywords.

Gotta get back to work.

FMFL.

I've successfully, single-handedly, destroyed and screwed up my iBanking shitz, my ATM card, and God only knows what else I've screwed up.

Fuck My Fucking Life

One For Luck.

Jude will be going for his tonsillectomy tomorrow. I know it's just a minor surgery but you know, you just can't help but to feel nervous. Praying that everything will go well. One thing's for sure. The doctor won't have a problem operating in his mouth. It's like a landed property compared to mine. Mine's like a 2 room flat. Jeremy's like a studio apartment. HAHAHA!

Don't worry,

about a thing.

'Cos every little thing,

is gonna be alright.

Fuck you blogger.

Oh yea. My fucking blogger can't be formated again. So no pictures until further notice. FML

Spliff.

Today, I found out my that my brother has used the word Spliff wrongly on his post. In Singapore, you'll never go free with spliff in you pockets. He thinks spliff means drugs, when spliff mean Weed. He got that word from Skins. Bloody brainless fool. He thinks he's all-so Brit by using Brit slangs like "wanker", "twat" and shits like that. He's such a wanker. Literally. I mean come on. He's so doing it on purpose so that he looks cool. Nobody knows his other side. He never uses "twat". He use the term "chee-bye". Figure that out. If you read this, brother, seriously lay off on the Brit lingo. You're in Singapore, not Great Britain. Once or twice is fine, but you are pushing it so far people see you as a fake, as a wanna-be, as a poseur.

P.S. Kate Nash was soooo 2 years ago.

BEACHY BEACH.

Today was a day well-spent. The sun did not go to waste, neither did the sea. Jude's family and I spent our day at the beach, tanning, swimming and just enjoying a little R&R. Not Rock & Roll but Rest & Relax... (: Now I have not a golden tan but a RED TAN. Damn.... If I tanned as much as Sharon or Jude, I would have become Roasted Pork by the end of the day man. Really enjoyed today. If it wasn't for Jude's gift of prescribing me better medication, I think I wouldn't have enjoyed it as much as I did. Still coughing a little, but I've recover miraculously since yesterday's fever and non-stop coughing till morning. Thanks Judey Boy. I swear he's a genius.

I've just watched 300 on channel 5. I would say it's a pretty good movie. Hilarious at times but it really has a whole lot of inspirational quotes. I can't remember them all. Maybe I shall watch it again someday to catch them.

Freedom isn't free at all, that it comes with the highest of costs. The cost of blood.

Sick

I'M FUCKING SICK.

Cough! Cough! Wheeze...

I don't think I'll be going to school tomorrow. I'm coughing like someone with lung cancer... And I'm having shortness of breath too. I feel like I'm choking. I think I shall head down to the doctors to get it checked out again. I just went like on Monday. It was just a sore throat then. Now it's cough and shortness of breath. At least I can rest now. I've just finished Kay Kok's work. I need to invest in cheaper pencils.

Come on and tear my throat out,

stop me from screaming.

End this torture,

now, this evening.

Art Is Hard.

I'm still sketching and shading and drawing and cross-hatching and smudging and erasing.

First you don't, you don't succeed.
You gotta recreate your misery,
cause we all know art is hard,
young artists have gotta starve.
Try and fail and try again.
The comforts of repetition.

FML.

I lost my wallet.

FML.

My teacher was extremely nice for letting me leave class to go make a police report. (: I think she's an angel undercover or something.

So the plan tomorrow is to go get my IC done at the ICA building. Since I'm gonna be there, I'm gonna do up my passport too.

Things just happen and I just gotta accept it and deal with it.

Illuminate the "Nos"

on your "Vacancy" signs.

AT LAST! MY LOVE HAS COME ALONG.

HAHAH! AT LAST I CAN FORMAT MY BLOG POSTS AND POST PICTURES!

Today I felt extremely tired, I have no idea why, but yea.

I'm the best you ever had, and the best you shall never have again.

Baby's Sick.

Judey boy is sick. His tonsillitis is back. I accompanied him to his GP this morning and he asked for a referral letter to a specialist. He's thinking to get it removed because it keeps coming back. I think he's just too prone to it. Hopefully he gets better soon.