Well I've got a confession.

Hey hey people. Haven't been updating my blog, so here's what happened for the past few days.

Jude and I went camping for 2 days and 2 nights at East Coast Park. (: And it kinda rained on both days. It was fun hiding out in the tent which was extremely hot in the day time. It

wasn't so bad when it was raining. There was a small water spurt off the coast during the rain. COOLNESS RIGHT? If you look closely in the picture below you'll see a very fain water spurt. Yep!

Anyways, for the whole time we were there, we ate CHICKEN WINGS and SAUSAGES!!! HAHAHA! (: Really awesome... And for the first time, I went tanning. AND I GOT FREAKING SUNBURNT!Today, we caught up with JIMMY! Went to Punggol End and chilled out and stuff...

When the sun went down, we headed down to Compass Point for dinner and to finish up Jude's project. Stopped by Timezone to play a few games. Hung out at Starbucks and stuff. Jeremy got cold and we decided to leave for home. (: Jeremy and Jude were playing the "Last Touch" game. After Jeremy got onto the bus, Jude and I walked back to "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun". HAHAHA! When we got back to my place, we just hung out under the block for a while and Jude started singing to "When I Grow Up" and acting all gay... HAHAH!

Midnight walking all around my block,

at midnight wishing that you were just lost.

Wishing I was somewhere lost with you,

instead of lost without you, Baby Bleu.

Starbucks. My "Third" Place. (:

I spend a whole lotta time at Starbucks. Not only because I work there, I go to Starbucks even after I just got off work. Even now, I'm at Starbucks at Compass Point, with Jude, waiting for him to finish his assignments, having a Tall Hazelnut Soy Steam Milk.

Digression.;

I swear Judey boy has the longest boy-lashes I've ever seen. They're so pweeety.... I wish I had nice nice eyelashes like him... Mine are so darn short.t

Anyways, I really wanna go for the Oasis concert, and sing along with them to "Wonderwall".

Random;

I really need to piss... BIG TIME. But I'm lazy to go to the toilet like 100 metres away...

But if you wanna leave, take good care.

Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear,

but then a lot of nice things turn bad out there.

Chipolata! CHIPOLATA!

Lilian ❤ CHICKEN CHIPOLATA! (:

You guys should try it too! Head down to Starbucks and grab one! Damn shiok...

Neeways... Nic and I stayed back at Sbux to do up the picture boards for the partners. :) And we made many lame-ass mistakes that made us laugh like... I have no idea what... HAHAH!

Now I'm back home... Tired... I might sleep a little earlier today. (:

You're smiling wide with slender frame.

You're immoveable in recollection,

underneath that real thing that you do.

I can feel the real you,

I can see inside you.

The Boy In Striped Pajamas.

Judey and I went to town to eat and watch a movie called The Boy In Striped Pajamas. It was a really good show, with such a tragic ending. Bruno is such a sweet sweet innocent boy.

Nee-ways, after the movie, Jude and I walked really fast to the train station to catch the last train. Once at Sengkang, Judey walked me back. And we talked of war, cables, satellites and stuff... HAHA! (:

So kiss me goodbye,

Honey I'm gonna make it out alive.

So kiss me goodbye,

I can see the venom in your eyes.

Goodbye.

Touch Me Baby.

The past week has been hectic. New store's really awesome! So come by and check out Starbucks at Tampines Mall. Really really cool stuff.

Fell sick. Headaches and body aches...

Guess what? MY DESK IS CLEAN!!! Credit goes to my incredibly, awesomely, sweet boyfriend... (: Tell me who would help you clean up your desk? Even my own brother won't help me. HAHA!

LOVE YOU JUDEY!

I'm screaming at the top of my lungs,

pretending the echos belong to someone.

Someone I used to know.

For Better Fucking Endings. Time For Change.

I am flawed. Who isn't? I need to start to make things easier for myself and everyone else.

CHANGE IS NEEDED. 

From Autumn To Ashes.

Autumn:

Oh why can't I be what you need?

A new improved version of me.

But I'm nothing so good,

no I'm nothing.

Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs

of violence, of love and of sorrow.

I beg for just one more tomorrow.

Where you hold me down, fold me in,

deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins.

I break in two over you.

I break in two 

and each piece of me dies,

and only you can give the breath of life.

But you don't see me,

you don't.

Here I'm in between darkness and light,

bleached and blinded by these nights.

Where I'm tossing and tortured until dawn

by you, visions of you, then you're gone.

The shock that lifts the red from my face

when I hear someone's taking my place.

How could love be so thoughtless? So cruel?

When all, all that I did was for you.

 

I break in two over you.

I break in two 

and each piece of me dies, 

and only you can give the breath of life.

But you don't see me.

You don't.

Ashes:

You might be just what I need.

No, I would not change a thing.

Been dreaming of this so long, 

but we only exist in this song.

The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow,

and if you come and meet me tomorrow, 

I will hold you down, fold you in,

deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live.

I break in two over you.

I break in two,

and if a piece of you dies,

Autumn, I'll bring you back to life. 

Of course, I see you.

I do. 

Well...

Today, I woke up late for work. Again. Best part is, I don't have an apron! Left it somewhere. :(

So I thought that the store would have a spare one or something. It did have a spare one but someone was already using it. So I had to go to East Point to borrow an apron. When I finally got back on the floor, I was so retarded. There was a slam and I kinda kept freezing up and moving in the wrong directions and I kept stuttering. Sue was pretty pissed. Well I don't blame her. It's me. I'm too rusty in my skills. At that time I was really feeling the stress and I swear I almost broke down. But I kept singing "Three Little Birds" in my head. On repeat. It really helps man. That song works wonders. Never fails to loosen up your muscles and bringing up the mood.  

I wished you were here. 

I would hold you close, 

Ever so near. 

You see the good in me,

that few would ever see.

Even me.

If I'd lost everything.

All except you,

I'd never look further,

for any comfort,

for you are right here for me. 

Fill Me Up.

I need some love sauce in my heart. HAHA! Kae... I just thought this picture is so darn cute. (: 

Machete In Back.

I never thought you would say those hurtful things behind my back.

I never thought you disliked me that much.

I've always thought you were someone I could talk when I needed to. 

I guess I was wrong. 

I can't believe my eyes. 

It's frustrating to know that I confided so much in you when you had so much dislike for me. 

I have never dislike you in anyway.

You've helped me a whole lotta times. I've helped you too. We scratched each other's back. 

But I guess all those time, you were just judging me, gathering things to gossip about.

Never thought I say this but,

GET A FUCKING LIFE. 

Really really upset. I swear, I have never been this upset before. I don't know how I'm gonna talk to you or anything anymore. Really.