Okay. I'm not going for camp tomorrow. So that gives my mother a chance to drag me to her workplace to help her out. Fuck. I hate this so much. I hate working at 7-11. Can't she just get somemore people to work for her? Well at least I'm gonna get paid... I've been watching Malcom in the middle season one since last night. HAHA. It's really really funny. Yea. I need my own laptop. Right now I have to beg my brother to let me use his for a little while.

7 MORE DAYS TO MCR!!!!

YEA! And the best part is.... I GET TO MEET THE BAND!!!!! OMFG!!!! yea.... HAHA! I'm so excited!!!!!

This blog post goes out to Casey Calvert, amazing guitarist of Hawthorne Heights. Hawthrone Heights will never sound the same again without you in the band. When I heard about Casey dying in his sleep, I was still in camp and it was very difficult to deal with at first as I have to control my emotions and be proffesional as a coach. It's gonna be really tough for the rest of the guys to go on without you. It was a HUGE blow to me. I can't start to imagine how the rest of the band and his family is coping with it. I wish Hawthorne Heights the strength to carry on bringing the music that Casey would so like to deliver to the world. Rest In Peace Casey Calvert.

AHHHHHH!!! GOD IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK ON THE NET!!! Okay... A WHOLE LOTTA STUFF HAPPENED SO I'M JUST GONNA STATE THE MAJOR ONES...



I'M IN THE FUCKING BLACK PARADE!!!!






I MET THE CLICK 5!!!!!!!





I GOT JOEY ZEHR'S LEFT DRUMSTICK!!!!!





I MET GOD!!! (Okay this one is not true... I'm kinda still alive... )

Hmmm..... Life's kinda eehhhhh for the moment..... There's no other word for life now..... eehhhhh's just gonna work for now. Hmmm.... 2 more days till the 1 month anniversary with jude. Hmmmm.... So darn fast sia..... Studying for O's... The GODDAMN O's..... O's O's O's..... I wanna go visit the Wizard of OZ.... So that he'll grant my wishes..... Emerald City here I come..... God... I'm so damn random..... I wanna pierce my lips.... I want a snake bite man.... Just hope I'll look good in it. I think I'll pierce one side first la.... If I like it then I'll pierce the other side. HAHAH!. Oh and nic's brother's friend's from Italy is called Nachos. Okay... Before I bring down the temperature of the world.....

I'M ONE BOREDPHUCK. I'M A BORED PHUCK. Anyways....... I'm bored. Yep. YEP. YEAH.
Tomorrow's roadshow is gonna be a nerve wreck.

SING FEST
WAS
TOTALLY
AWESOME!!!!!

I met WILLIAM BECKETT!!!!!!
AND GABE SAPORTA!!!!!
AND.....?
WILLIAM BECKETT IS SO FREAKING HOT!!!
his legs...... hmmmmmmmmmm......
Now I sound like some chikkopei.
I don't really know how to put the whole experience down in words.
It's just too fucking awesome!

My neck hurts because of the whole headbanging thing to Avenged Sevenfold!
And the constantly thrusting my fist in the air screaming "HEY!" "HO!"
And some idiot girl stomped on my ankle when I was waiting in line.
Peiying fell in the mosh pit.
Her look was classic man!!!
Yea.
Some girl lost her shoe and she started going hysterical.
I had to calm her down together with Peiying.
Elaine found her shoe.

ANYWAY! WILLIAM BECKETT MARKED MY HAND ACCIDENTALLY WITH THE MARKER!!! HAHA!!! It's such an artistic mark....


Yea!!! HAHA! Anyway, here are some pictures we took at SingFest!

THIS IS NIC!

HELLO LIL-LAND VISITORS!
HURHURHUR!

nic here la, bloggng for lil
she's at my place
helping me with my art, HEH :D

sooooooooooooo
just went to bugis tday
was in search of a print shop
but it sucked cos no shops were open
so lil just got her pegs from art friend
and we got cretacolour graphites! w00ts!

yepp. i'm lame.
hoohoohoo.

lil's copeland badge dropped
anyone, SPONSOR HER ONE!

thankyouverymuchnow.

I HATE ART!
MS ALVINA TOLD US TO FREAKING TO OUR ART BY 4PM AND GUESS WHAT? SHE DIDN'T FUCKING TO COME DOWN TO ACCESS OUR ART! I FUCKING SPENT $22.50 ON PHOTOS! WHY? BECAUSE I WAS RUSHING AND DIDN'T HAVE FUCKING TIME TO CHOOSE PICTURES! AND I WASTED ALL THAT CASH WHEN I'M SAVING UP FOR SING FEST. I'M ALREADY SHORT OF CASH! IF SHE CAME DOWN TO AT LEAST MAKE SURE OUR ART IS DONE I WOULDN'T BE SO FUCKING PISSED. ALL THAT CASH WAS SUPPOSED TO GO INTO MY SING FEST FUNDS. I ALREADY MENTIONED THAT.
P.S. Freda says HI.

FUCK

IRRESPONSIBLE

TEACHERS!

BABY I'M BACK. Not that my computer's fixed or anything. Well technically it is fixed but now my internet doesn't work on my computer. How FUCKED UP can that be man. Okay. It's been really really really long since I updated this blog. Since 4th June man. Anyway, I cannot, absolutely CAN'T wait for...

SING

FEST

'07!!!

AHHHH!!!!!!! WILLIAM BECKET!!!!! HE is so DARN HOT!!! Okay. Yep. I can't wait man!!! Standing in the mosh pit with my feet off the ground. Great awesome music flooding my ears. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! ART IS KILLING ME SOFTLY. I'm so DARN HUNGRY! I haven't ate anything since I woke up. Well one piece of gum and that was all. MATT RUBANO and ADAM LAZZARA are SOOOOO HOT!!!! That was random. Well it got sparked of because I just went to check which bands were gonna perform at the Live Earth and guess what?!?!?!?!?! TAKING BACK SUNDAY IS GONNA PERFORM!!!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SIT IN FRONT OF MY TV AND SCREAM MY HEAD OFF. Afi, Fall Out Boy, Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Kasabian, Metallica, Foo Fighters blah blah blah. The line-up is like damn good la!!! I bet TBS is like playing in NY right now. RIGHT THIS MINUTE. Damn. I should have gone to NY with Uncle Frankie when he went back. Hoping that I can go over during the EOY holidays. Maybe I'll be able to catch TBS LIVE MAN! HAHA!

Art has made me into a Radio Listener. Damn. Why? Every day I'll stay back in school to complete my art and 98.7 would be on. Yep.

RADIO KILLED

THE

UNDERGROUND LIL

ANBERLIN ROCKED MY CHUBBY ASS OFF MAN!!!!! Although I was damn pissed with this idiotic body surfer. I punched him in the balls. WOOT WOOT! ANBERLIN!!!! DEON IS SOOOOO DAMN FUCKING HOT!!!!! Swinging his hair and bass around.... NATE'S HOT TOO!!!!! That's the drummer. WOAH!!!! COPELAND SOUNDED AWESOME LIVE!!!! PIN YOUR WINGS!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! HAHAHA! Didn't get merch though. The bloody table was crowded like FUCK! I might be going for their secret show this evening though. First, I'll have to figure out what to tell my parents..... ROCK FOR WAYNE!

Okay people! Finally my bloody computer's working again! Wait. I better not curse it or it'll break down again. It's been a long time man. Anyways, tomorrow is DOOM'S DAY!!! D-SQUARED!!!! It's the Parent-Teacher Meeting!!! a.k.a PTM!!! AHHHH!!!! RUN FOR COVER!!! For those who won't come out alive, I salute you. I salute myself in advance too.

okay. there's something freakin wrong with blogger. It's screwed up! DAMN!!!

I love keeping in touch with my friends in Perth! I actually have friends who actually know know me... HAHA!

I've got a post specially dedicated to my brilliant awesome adorable dearest friend... Robbie Hrist-cole.

My first friend in Peter Pan, the production organized by The Stage Club.
I remember playing tag with you during break time.
It wasn't anyone's idea of a break but we have fun.
Got into loads of trouble because we kept talking during rehearsals.
Denise would repeatedly call our names out to tell us to keep quiet.
Most of the time, you get into trouble because of me.
You kept me going.
I remember choking because I lay to close to the smoke machine.
I miss the long hours of rehearsing with you.
Even when the whole musical ended, we still kept in touch.
We still do.
Remember Halloween?
Your sister won some prize for participating in the costume competition.
We went on the Viking.
Remember hanging out at the Arcade with my brother and I?
It was rad.
Bowling. 3 games went by so fast.
Time goes by really quickly when we're having fun.
I remember hanging out at your place.
Emily even baked us muffins.
They were the best muffins I've ever tasted in my life.

It's been so long since we've met since then.
I miss you much!
Can't wait to see you again!

YOU'RE SOMETHING SPECIAL I'D KEEP CLOSE TO MY HEART.

Had English paper today....
I thought I was gonna die for art today but nope, I'm still breathing.
2.4 was wack ass man...
Muscles cramming up. Breathing becomes more difficult. Vision blurring. Speech slurring...
Yep. All of those I encountered through and after the bloody run.

okay. I was suppose to run 2.4km today but it started raining..... Neh neh la...
I wanted to get it over and done with... Damn it....
Anyway, I had a really lame and fun afternoon with NIC today!!!
HAHA! She was helping me write a song for the compilation! HAHA
I'm like asking for help from everyone I know. LOL! Wing already wrote 2 songs for me!!! Thnx WING!!! I need a few songs so that I can have a choice you know..... HAHA.

I'm like having a bad cold....
It's irritating....

Okay. A lot of them are really nice people...!!!!

Emoscene is fun. It's fun to see people in denial and think that they know it all. HAHA! Some lesbo on emoscene said that she uses "mouth condoms".... WHAT THE FUCK. Everyone knows there is no such thing as "mouth condoms".

I'm falling out with almost everyone I know.
What the fuck is going on?
There's no one to talk to.
There's no one to share with.
There's no one to listen to except the teachers.
I don't give fuck anymore.
Focus on my O's and get the fuck out of this suck fest.

Today was damn irritating.
Math was a headache.
TUESDAY ART SECRETS.
But I Digress.
Okay. I'm kinda really sleepy right now.
2.4 tomorrow!!!
Damn.....

I'm so tired...
Just came back from the graveyard...
I need to sleep...
Ahhhhh...

Okay. I really really need a new environment to study in. Environment as in people surrounding me. I'm damn sick and tired of everything around me. "All these things I hate revolves around me." I agree with you Bullet.... Somehow the asswipes of society always find their way to me to make my life miserable.

Okay.
Today was AWESOME!
I never thought people would cheer for me....
HAHA.
My MUM WAS CHEERING!
A weird sight but it made me feel so warm inside.
HAHA!
Got 4th place!!!
Not the best but I had fun!
My most memorable comment from the judges was: "I like the idea of two girls doing this as we have Saw Loser and Ronin. Paul Twohill should be your fan, not the other way around."
WTH?!
HAHA!
It's pretty cool that we were compared with Singapore's "big" names.
It was pretty cool alright!

Okay. I had a fucked up day in school today. Just the few hours in school and it was already fucked. Fucked up art. Fucked up teacher. I was damn fucked la. I had to freaking leave for rehearsal with puffy eyes. Okay. I cried. I couldn't keep it in anymore. She just keeps giving me this fucked up shit. I know I'm not the only one but fuck it! No one should deserve this. She didn't even look at my boards! FUCKED UP RIGHT?! I have every right to feel pissed off! Damn it! FUCKED UP PIECES OF SHIT!

THE FINALS ARE INCHING NEARER EVERYDAY!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
My voice is still not recovered yet!!!
I sound like I've got a toad stuck in my throat man!
It's not that bad anymore though...
I still can sing!
But at a deeper tone.
HAHAHA! Like Pei Ying!
Well the good thing about my sore throat is that It's easier for me to do SCREAMO!!!!
YIPPEEE!!!!
HAHAHA! Screamo is life!
My Screamo Hero is none other than... SPENCER CHAMBERLAIN!!!!
You know? That long hair dude from Underoath?
Okay... more than halve the band have long hair..
HAHA!
He ROCKS AT SCREAMO-ING!!!!
I strive to be like him.
One difficulty though...
Everytime I try to do the low kind of screamo, I would end up with a sore throat!
Gosh I wonder to myself how these people do it on a daily basis man!
AAAAAHHHH!!!
I need a Screamo Shi Fu. HAHA!
Then I would be a Screamo Tu Di! HAHA
Not bad arh... My chinese...

YAE!!!!
I FINALLY GOT A PRINTER!!!!
Now I have no reason to not complete my art anymore!!!!
HAHAHAHAH!

ARGHHH!!!!
I hate it when I'm sick.
My voice sounds like crapola.
I've got blood in my phlegm.
Still I have to freakin do art.
And LOADS of Physics homework.
GODDAMNIT!

Just So You Know- Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldn't see you but I cant move
I cant look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldn't see you but I cant move
I cant look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I cant help it
I wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know
Ive tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

Its getting hard to be around you
Theres so much I cant say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

Damn. My teeth hurt....
Just tightened my bloody braces.
It's green.
They don't have black again...
So neh neh.
Okay. I'm changing my art topic.
It's gonna be Damaged from now on...
Anyway, I'm gonna do like some suicidal art thingy.
Suicidal but in the elegant way.
Sounds weird but that's the way it's gonna be.
Got that idea from a song by Boys Night Out.
"The first time I saw a body bent that way
I realise we're more beautiful dead than alive..."
Yep. Nice line right?
I guess I would agree.
HAHA.
Life sucks.

Okay. I haven't been using the com for AGES.
A few updates....
I GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!!
I GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!!
I GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!!
I GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!!
I GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!!

Don't ask me how that happened but it just did!
I thought we really screwed up so I'm guessing that there were groups that screwed up worse than us...
AHHHH!!!!! It's so EXCITING!!!!
I'm like on Prozac or something.....

More details on the finals:
1st April
Ngee Ann Poly
3pm to 5pm

If you want tickets, call me!!! Okay. It's not safe to leave your number on the net so I'm not gonna do that!! Just ask me la ya.
Tickets are free!
Please please please come support!
I get points too if people turn up!

Kat's party yesterday was AWESOME!
HAHA! We threw her into the pool!
HAHA. Her dad made a deal with us that if we succeed in throwing Kat's mum into the pool, he'll give us 5 bucks each.
HAHA. Unfortunately, we failed in doing so and faced the "wrath" of being thrown into the pool by him!
Cathy was literally pick up and thrown into the pool man!
She's the first one in.
Then it was me.
HAHAHA. It was the second time in the day that I got pushed in!
I got pushed into the wadding pool by Fel before being pushed in by Kat's dad.
I was freakin' wearing white!
WHITE!
My skin and bra below the shirt could be seen la!!!! HAHA.
Anyway, I stayed in the pool while Nad went to get a towel for me to hide under.
Just as I got out of the pool, Kat's dad was coming towards Nad!
HAHA! I just made things easier for her dad by pushing Nad in!
Well, hope there's no hard feelings yea?
We went into the pool for a swim after that though.
Luckily I brought extra clothes. HAHAH.

AHHHH!!
I think I'm becoming stage one LONER.
Yep. LONER.
I don't know why but I just don't feel like hanging out with anyone much...
I have no idea why I just feel like being alone.
Being alone isn't all that bad.
I feel like the air around me is much easier to breathe when I'm alone.
I feel like I have no one to prove myself to.
I feel like I have my own time.

I think I'll want to be alone most of the time now.

Okay... I had a weird dream last night sleeping over pea's.
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
It had something to do with FRIGGIN' HOT PETE!
Hahahaha!
Okay... It was kinda stupid.
Kinda like a wishful thinking.
Anyway, I dreamt that Pete was in my room.
Don't know why he's in my room but yea, in my dreams he was.
He was wearing the "Leave Me Alone" shirt that he wore at the gig.
He tore up his shirt exactly the way he did it at the gig!!!
WTF right?!
It was almost like I brought him home or something.
HAHAHA.
He's so friggin' hot!
HAHA!
Okay I just thought of a very sick thing la...
HAHHAHA.
Here it goes...
How I wish I can be Pete's bass.
HAHAHA!
People who know what I mean... *wink wink.

FALL OUT BOY WAS FUCKING AWESOME!
PETE WENTZ IS REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HOT!
HE TORE HIS SHIRT!
THE CUTE SHIRT THAT SAID, "LEAVE ME ALONE."
HE'S STRONG...
HAHAHAHAHHA!
WE MOSHED AT THE BACK.
HAD QUITE A LOT OF SPACE TO DO THAT.
HAHAHA.
I'M LIKE BLOGGING FROM PEA'S COM NOW...
HAHAHA.
MY LEGS ARE FUCKING SORE NOW.
SO IS MY THROAT.
I DID SCREAMO ALONG WITH PETE!
SO DID PEA!
LOL.
DUH SHE CAN.
WITH SUCH AWESOME LOW AND "SEXY" VOICE, THERE'S NO REASON YOU CAN'T.
HAHAHHAHA.
I FELT LIKE I WAS IN AMERICA AT THE GIG.
TOO MANY CAUCASIANS AT ONE SMALL LITTLE MAX PAVILLION.
I FEEL SAD FOR SAW LOSER.
A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE LIKE SHOWING THEM THE FINGER WHEN THEY WERE PERFORMING.
I KNOW WE DIDN'T PAY TO SEE SAM THE BUM, JIMMY THE EMO, MASASHI THE COOL AND MATT THE FAT TO PLAY BUT GIVE THOSE GUYS SOME CREDIT MAN!
I BET HALF THE PEOPLE WHO SHOWED THEM THE FINGER CAN'T SING, WRITE SONGS OR EVEN PLAY AS WELL AS THEM.
THEY WORK THEIR WAY UP THERE YA.
IF SAW LOSER EVER LOST LIKE THEIR WHOLE FAN BASE, I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY THAT THEY'LL STILL HAVE ME.
THE ONE-MAN FAN BASE!
HAHAHAHAHA!
JOE LOOKED LIKE HE FORGOT TO SHAVE.
HE LOOKED LIKE HE NEEDED A HAIRCUT TOO.
THE AFRO WAS TOO MUCH FOR HIM.

My Poem Entry For Lit!!!
LOL!
I think weird.
It doesn't really flow...
Here goes anyway.

LOVE

Love is a cruel game to play

Love is heartbreaking

Love is contradicting

Love is just so confusing

Love gives you a reason to live

Love can be so happening

But love gives him a reason to betray

And love could just hurt all over again

Love makes you think all night

Love won't let you sleep

Love make you feel uneeasy inside

Love might eventually end your life

Love is unlike anything

Love is just so sharp

Love just stabs you in the heart

Love makes you go all numb

Love drags you along when it falls

Love will never let go

Love makes you want to cry out loud

Love would eventually drain out your soul

Love makes you want to give in

Love makes you want to do things you don't want to

Love makes you want to end it all

But love eventually prevails

Love would sometimes make you cry

Love was never meant for that

Love would shine after the rain

Love would last until the end

Hope that that wasn't too what the hell... lol

Went out with Rizal and Imai yesterday.
Actually it was suppose to be Imai only.
Just then, Riz sms-ed me asking if I was free.
I figured he wanted to hang somewhere so I asked him to join us.
HAHAHAHA.
Anyway, Riz arrived earlier than Mai.
LOL.
Anyway, went to HMV for a while with Riz while waiting for dear Mai to arrive.
HAHA.
Then Mai Mai called.
Went back to get her.
Went to Art Friend.
Art Friend ROCKS BALLS!
Got my board for art.
There are many interesting stuff at Art Friend!
Bought a pack of beads, a plastic case for my board, the board and a roll of elastic string.
Hahaha.
After that, we went to Pennisular Shopping Centre.
Went to look at shirts.
Found this very cute FALL OUT BOY shirt.
HHAHAHA.
It says Make Mosh Not War!
LOL!
Black and Yellow.
Got loadsa guitar picks man!
The best one is the 3D one man!
It's like a vampire baring it's teeth and then closing it's mouth again.
HAHA.
Mai Mai "pang saei" us.
HAHAHA.
Went to Pennisular Plaza to eat.
Riz wanted to try Burmese Food.
He was surprise that I can speak Burmese.
......
Went to eat and Inle Burmese Resturant.
It was good stuff man!!!
I had Nangi Thogh.
Riz had Thamin Thogh.
Hahaha.
I paid for his lunch.
Went to 7-eleven.
He bought me a drink.
Even now.
Walked towards to the Esplanade.
Ended up at the River Hongbao thingy.
I got a keyring!!!
It's brill man!!
Lol.
Walked on and on.
Ended up in Clarke Quay.
Okay.
HAHA.
Walked up Fort Canning Park.
Do you know how FUCKING STEEP THE BLOODY SLOPE IS?!?!
Damn tiring sia!
It's was like so damn HOT!!
On the way up, took pictures which I could most probably put in m y research.
Walked and walked.
Saw couples making out.
Hahahahaha!
I guess it's a great make-out place minus the mosquitoes.
HAHAHA.
Anyway, we kept walking.
Ended up at some old grave yard.
I like the tombstones man!
When I die, I want them like that!
All nice and Gothic.
Gothic as in not the weirdos with black lips but gothic as in the rennisaunce thingy.
Took some "shortcut".
Ended on top of a "HILL".
Very steep.
Riz said we could just walk down.
I said kae.
HAHA.
He was suprised that I didn't say no like what the other girls would say.
Hahaha.
It was fun walking down!
There were many crickets in the grass.
Haha.

Can i continue like tomorrow or something?
My fingers are tired.
It's not easy typing with seven fingers. (The left thumb not counted)

What if I wanted to break

Laugh it all off in your face

What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor?

Couldn’t take this anymore

What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight

Beg for the rest of my life

What would you do? (do, do)

You say you wanted more

What are you waiting for?

I’m not running from you

Come break me down

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you

Look in my eyes

You’re killing me, killing me

All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else

But nothing seemed to change

I know now, this is who I really am inside

Finally found myself

Fighting for a chance

I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down

Bury me, bury me

I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes

You’re killing me, killing me

All I wanted was you

Come break me down

Break me down

Break me down

What if I wanted to break?

TODAY WAS A LAZY DAY FOR ME.
STAYED HOME ALL DAY AND PLAYED MY XBOX 360.
GAME: TONY HAWK'S AMERICAN WASTELAND.
I'M TOTALLY OWNING THAT GAME MAN!
LOL. MY CHARACTER'S NAME IS JOE.
AT FIRST I WANTED TO CALL IT PETE BUT THE CHARACTER DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A PETE.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
HOW I WISH I COULD PULL OF 1/4 OF THE STUNTS FEATURED IN THE GAME.
HAHA.
I THINK I ONLY CAN DO ABOUT 5 FEATURED.
ONE WHICH IS FALLING.
HAHAHA.
THAT MEANS 4.

MY NAME IS EARL WAS DAMN FUNNY.
WHENEVER RANDY AND EARL ARE TOGETHER AND MUSHY STUFF HAPPENS IN FRONT OF THEM, THEY FIND SOME STUPID REASON TO GET AWAY FROM EACH OTHER.
HAHA.
LIKE THE START, THE "WAR MOVIE" WHEN THIS SOLDIER'S BROTHER WHO IS A SOLDIER TOO WAS DYING AND THE DYING DUDE SAID I LOVE YOU TO HIS BRO.
HAHAHAHAHA.
SO PEARL HARBOR.

TALKING ABOUT PEARL HARBOR.
I WATCHED IT A GAZILLION TIMES,
BUT I CAN NEVER GET OVER THE FACT THAT JOSH HARTNETT (DANNY ) DIED!
I CRIED OKAY...
IT'S SO SAD TO SEE HIM JUST FADE AWAY...
WHY CAN'T BEN AFFLECK GET THE DYING ROLE INSTEAD?
STUPID IDIOT...

ANYWAY, I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE CRUEL TO ANIMALS AND PEOPLE WHO BUY FUR, WHALE MEAT, SHARK'S FIN, BEAR PAW, SNAKE WINE AND ALL THOSE POOR ANIMAL PRODUCTS.
IT'S DOWNRIGHT INHUMANE!
ALL THESE ANIMALS HAVE TO DIE FOR SOME STUPID BELIEVE OF SOME BLOODY FUCKERS.
I WISH SOMETIMES THAT HUMANS WERE LESS INTELLECTUAL.
WITH LESS INTELLECT AND IMAGINATION, THIS PROBABLY WOULDN'T HAPPEN!
I WISH HUMANS DIDN'T EXIST AT ALL.
PEOPLE ACTUALLY SKIN ANIMALS ALIVE.
IMAGINE IF SOMEONE TIED YOU UPSIDE-DOWN FROM THE CEILING AND STARTED SKINNING YOU ALIVE, BIT BY BIT.
WITHOUT KILLING YOU FIRST.
WITHOUT ANY ANESTHETIC.
WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO JUST DIE THAN GO THROUGH THE SUFFERING?
THE FUCKING SKIN THESE POOR ANIMALS.
ALIVE!
AS FOR SHARK FIN, THE FUCKING HUMANS JUST CAPTURE THE SHARK, CUT THEIR FINS OFF AND THROW THE REST OF THE BODY BACK INTO THE OCEAN.
THE SHARK IS NOT DEAD YET.
BUT IT CANNOT SURVIVE.
WITHOUT IT'S FIN, THE SHARK CANNOT SWIM PROPERLY.
AND WHEN IT CAN'T SWIM PROPERLY, IT WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO GET ENOUGH OXYGEN.
SHARKS HAVE TO BE CONSTANTLY SWIMMING EVEN WHEN IT'S SLEEPING.
HUMANS JUST HAPPILY CUT THEIR FINS OFF FOR MONEY AND PLEASURE OF HAVING AN EXPENSIVE DISH AT IMPORTANT PARTIES AND WEDDINGS.
FUCK YOU PEOPLE WHO EAT SHARK FIN!
I COME FROM A FAMILY WHO ENJOYS SHARK FIN SOUP.
I WANT TO CHANGE THEM.
BUT THEY WOULDN'T FUCKING LISTEN.
FUCK THEM.
I DID MY BEST.
I'M DOING MY PART BY NOT CONSUMING SHARK FIN.
I REALLY HOPE THAT ONE DAY THEY'LL REALISE WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO THESE POOR CREATURES.

FISH FARMERS ACTUALLY CAPTURE DOLPHINS THAT STRAY INTO THEIR FARMS, EATING THEIR FISH, AND CUTTING UP THEIR THROATS.
IS THIS FAIR?
ALL THAT THE DOLPHINS WANTED TO DO WAS TO FIND FOR FOOD.
CAN'T THEY JUST LET THE DOLPHINS GO?
WHY RESORT TO SUCH A CRUEL ACT OF TAKING AN ANIMAL'S LIFE?
IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHY CAN'T THEY RE-ENFORCE THE NETTING OF THEIR FISH FARMS TO STOP THE DOLPHINS FROM "STEALING" THEIR FISH?

SORRY FOR MY MOODY-NESS.
I'M JUST VERY UPSET.

I'M SO DAMN FREAKIN' PISSED.
I HAVE TO BLOODY FILL UP SOME SHIT FORM.
THE STUPID THING IS THAT IT KEEPS SAYING "ERROR" EVEN WHEN THE BLOODY INFO IN THE BLOODY FORM IS BLOODY RIGHT!
SO FUCKED UP RIGHT?
AND I HAVE TO DO THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN......
MY BLOODY MAID JUST HAVE TO LEAVE YA.
IT'S BECAUSE OF THIS I HAVE TO FUCKING FILL UP THIS BLOODY FORM.

Okay. The song entry for the bloody competition is Taste of Ink by The Used. Singing duet with Serafina. I dunno how is it gonna turn out. Hope it'll be okay. The dateline is FUCKING NEXT WEEK!!! Yup.

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS SO FUN!
EVEN WHEN YOU'RE NOT ALL CHINESE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
AHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
ESPECIALLY WHEN THE FAMILY IS DAMN BIG AND A LOT OF THEM ARE RATHER WEALTHY.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
BUT THIS YEAR WE DIDN'T REALLY WENT VISITING A LOT.
SO THE "HARVEST" ISN'T AS GOOD AS LAST YEAR'S ONE.
SPENT A LOT OF MY TIME AT 7-ELEVEN.
MY PARENTS ARE THE FRANCHISEES.
IT'S REALLY FUN HELPING OUT THERE.
WE HAVE A GIANT-GANTIC CHILLER ROOM MAN!
IT'S LIKE FUCKING COLD IN THAT BLOODY ROOM!
COLD, BUT SUPER FUN TO PRETEND THAT I'M IN ANTARCTICA OR SOMETHING.
HHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

VAMPIRATE.

I CAN'T FREAKIN' WAIT FOR THE FALL OUT BOY GIG!
PETE IS ONE HOT PIECE OF THING!
JOE'S REALLY CUTE!
PATRICK IS JUST CHUBBY...
ANDY.... ONE WORD. NERDY. BUT IN A GOOD WAY.

THIS AIN'T A SCENE, IT'S A GOD-DAMNED ARM RACE!

IT'S VALENTINES' DAY TODAY!!!!
NAD'S MY GUARDIAN ANGEL!!!!
OMG SHE GOT ME SUCH A HOT BAT!!!!
YOU ROCK THE WORLD NAD!!!!
I DIDN'T EXPECT TO GET SO MUCH V DAY GIFTS MAN!!!
NOW I KNOW I'M LOVED.
THAT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

KISSES TO ALL!!!!!

Hey hey! I'm BACK! Like my new blog skin??! Porkfloss made it for me! Thank you Porkfloss! Anyway, nothing much happened today. Left school early for dental appointment. Hahaha. There's still a spring in my mouth. During recess, Porkfloss almost made me laugh chilli up my nose! She was like repeating how her made exclaimed yesterday. HAHAHA! I bloody felt chilli almost come outta my nose! HAHA. I'm excused from p.e. because of my fingers. HAHA. They had to play some dumbass game. HAHA. They had fun though. HAHA. Okay. I've kinda ran out of things to say....

Okay. I haven't been updating the blog. Anyway, we had a great tome at DRAMA today!!! HAHA! It was CCA orientation day! Anyway, all of us had to wear a costume. HAHA! At first I picked out a Witch's outfit. Yep. The thingy like showed my clevage la! HAHA! I had to like pin it with my name tag. Anyway, I didn't really like the outfit. Fel was like wearing a Arwen costume. She didn't like it. I didn't like mine. So we switched! HAHA! I was suprised that I could fit into it man! And it was like just right! 'Cept that it was a little too long. HAHA. It was okay la the outlook. HAH. Many Sec 1s signed up for the auditions. You know what? I'm bored of typing so I'll do my best to like update more often. Peace.

Today, I woke up at 7 am to go over to Vanessa's place for a game of tennis. The sun was FUCKING HOT when we started playing man! MY WHOLE SHIRT WAS SOAKED IN PERSPIRATION MAN! And it was only for like what, 10 minutes? WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT? Anyway, the sun got too hot so went to the gym to like work out. HAHA. The machines there are like so lame and old. HAHA. Anyway, we didn't really seriously work out. We just laugh and laugh. HAHA.

CHEER UP EMO KID!

Okay. I just soooo saw Jude just now! FUCK! It's like so coincidental! Nicole and I was like talking about him and then he came out of the bus! WHAT THE FUCK!

Okay. My fucking msn is like not bloody working. FUCK! I have to like bloody use my brother's user to like log on. Like WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK. I'm like soooooo FED UP! Anyway, school was such a slack today. Just got loads and loads of BLAH BLAH BLAHS from the teachers. Well. It's the first day of school. D'OH. Okay. Went to VIVO CITY with DAWNEY and SAMMY after school today. Just went there to be fashion critics. HAHA. Met many friends I haven't seen since last year. And of course, like any bitch, I saw many of my enemies too. Every bitch has another bitch to hate. I'm a BITCH. I am and proud of it! FUCK IT! I don't give a FUCKING SHIT what those dogs think about me. Anyway, I STILL LIKE JUDE. NEVER GOT OVER HIM. And I don't think I ever would.

I'LL SEE YOU DOWN THE ROAD.