ANDREW'S BACK!!!
YAEEEEEEEEEE!!!
WE CAN GO TO THE ZOO NOW!!!
AND INCUBUS!!!
THIS IS SO HAPPENING!!!
THIS IS SO MUCH FOR MY LITLE HEART TO TAKE!!!

Haha! I went to pick Andrew up from Changi Airport just now with the boys and Clara. Before we went to the airport, we were cleaning Andrew's babay, his car. HAHA! Everyone else was cleaning and I was looking after Devin. (: He's the cutest little boy la.... I was like his personal theme park ride because I twirled him around and he kept asking for more. HAHA! When we were ready to go, I was deadbeat, but not dead yet. After picking Andrew up, we drove to East Coast in hope of STINGRAY and SATAY and all that jazz, but we were disappointed. THE SHOPS WERE CLOSED! Yea. So we grabbed some drinks from Macs and went to Hougang to eat instead. On the way to Hougang, Devin fell asleep. He looked so quiet and peaceful when he sleeps. SO CUTE! Everyone but Jeremy and I got Mee Pok. I got a plate of chicken cutlet and Jeremy got some chicken wings. Devin continued to sleep, while we talked and ate. Jude looked so cute carrying Devin on the car. He looked so caring. HAHA! Anyway, he wore his specs today instead of his contact lenses. On the way back, Jeremy kinda fell asleep too. So we had to sleepy heads in the car. At the Petrol Kiosk, Jude was explaining how we know when to stop pumping petrol into the car, because I asked. Clara and I was totally lost. I don't get it. I guess it's a GUY thing. Yea. The day ended (more like night) and my parents TRUST ME! Because I told them I was going to pick a friend up from the Airport and they just allowed me. And I told them I'd be home late and they didn't call! :D YAE! THANKS FOR THE NIGHT PEEPS! MUUUAAACCCKKKS!


Music: The Tide by The Spill Canvas.

I'm so bored. I need to do something la... Like get a job... BUT I haven't found one that I like. I should just print my shirts and sell them. At least I'll make a little bit of cash. I WANNA WATCH JUNO! I'm going to watch it myself before it stops airing in the cinemas.

Music: Not My Girl by Ejectorseat.

That is Manty, the Praying Mantis Jude and I saw when I went to pick him up from school 2 days ago I think. (: It's so cute. I wanted to bring him home but I didn't have anything to contain him in... So I left him there... Praying... HAHA! At the Expo MRT station Platform. Yea.

Muisc: Pin Your Wings by Copeland.

I can't believe SAOSIN is opening for INCUBUS!!! OMG!!! I'm so excited!!! There's this Macbeth VIP package thingy. It's like 400 bucks!
And you get:
• Pre-show Meet & Greet with INCUBUS (Limited to the first 30 VIP bookings only)
• Priority VIP Entrance to the Fort Canning Park Venue at 6pm on March 7, 2008.
• Access to the Private VIP Hospitality Suite sponsored by Macbeth Footwear.
• 6 Drink Coupons per person
• Finger Food & Beverages will be served inside the VIP Suite
• Commemorative VIP Pass that allows access to and from the VIP Suite.

Yea. I really really want..... HAHA! I'll settle for less la....

I didn't get into Mass Comm.... I failed my interview I guess...

I got posted to Temasek Poly for Business though...

I guess it isn't so bad...

But I really wanted to get into Mass Comm.

God must hate me. Cursed me for eternity.

I CAN'T FREAKING GET INTO THE FREAKING JPSAE POSTING RESULT WEBSITE THINGY!!! AS IN LIKE WHERE THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO SIGN IN???!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!

I just came back from the dentist's. The whole changing of wire was fucking tormenting. Other than that, it was okay, I guess. The first time she tried to squeeze the wire into the last bracket, it got stuck and she couldn't pull it back out. The pushing in of the wire was already damn painful and she HAD to get the freaking wire stuck. Then she tried to pull out the wire. That hurts even more! She had to cut the wire in the end... Why couldn't she thought of that earlier?! Yea. Anyway, my braces are now PURPLE! HAHA! RAGING QUEEN!
Anyways, on the way back from the dentist's, a group of dude came into the train and sat next to me. The dude who sat right next to me has really cool pants. It was like skinny jeans but one side was red and the other side was black. Like half half la...
Cool right! Not the drawing but the whole idea of a half, half coloured pants. Yea.. HAHA!

Music: Hilf Mir Fliegen by Tokio Hotel

I went out with Jude yesterday! FINALLY!!! Yea. Went to Punggol End... HAHA! Again. For me la. So yea. Jeremy was there too. Haven't seen him for very long too. We hung out at the beach until 7 something 8 then went over to Jude's place. Watched a little bit of Across The Universe and went back because me folks were calling. That was at about 9 something 10. Yea. I'm just so happy to see Jude again. (:

Music: The Closest Thing by The Juliana Theory.

I love this song. This is the english version. I heard the German one first, translated the whole song, and found that there's an english version. Well... I'm learning German anyways so no harm done.


Musik: An Deiner Seite (Ich Bin Da) durch Tokio Hotel.

Übers Ende Der Welt

Hey. I went over to Jude's place today. I think that is my most stupidest move in my entire life. It was just so desperate and dumb. I guess Jeremy was right. I'm a DPOS. Dumb Piece of Shit. Yea. So I went there without telling him first. I didn't stay long. I passed him the cookies I made him for Valentines' Day and said "I have to go... " Yea. He asked me where was I going to and I said "Nowhere." At that moment I just really wanna go, because I felt my tears burning my eyes again. I slipped on my shoes really quick and left not turning back. I just broke down in the lift, I couldn't stop myself. I sat down at the marble tables and chairs at the void deck for a while to take tissue paper out of my bag. Then I stood by the road like a fool, waiting for a cab. I felt so desperate, so stupid. Finally, a cab came. I got in and got to Punggol End. I just needed some place to be alone. Anyway Jude called me from his mum's phone when I got into the cab.We talked a little. Yea. I was kinda bawling my eyes out so I didn't really wanna talk but I wanted to too. Yea. I guess Punggol End helped a lot. I swear, I'm such a fucking baby, crying like that. Yea. Anyways when I was at Punggol End I saw something I wrote on the big parpet thingy 4 years ago on Valentines' Day.I wrote that when I was in Secondary 1. I still remember who I went there with. I went thee with Shi Hua and Cristabelle. Yea. I remember eating Chay Kway Teow we "Da Pao-ed" from school. HAHA! It was flying everywhere. So I've been going to Punggol End for 4 years already. Hmmm... The memories I have with that place.

Waiting for the bus takes forever.
When I went home, I just slept. I was so tired of crying and stuff. Yea. I sound so weak, crying and everything. I had a very weird dream. I dreamt that when I got into the cab Jude came in and said "I'm sorry baby." Yea. I don't remember a lot of the dream but yea. Then we kinda ended up at Mustafa. I think... It looked like Mustafa. Then I dunno what happend. When we were about to go back, Beatrice Png appeared and asked for us to "tong-pang" her back to Sengkang. Yea. I was being nice so I said well okay. We got in the cab and she suddenly cling herself around Jude's arm. Then I said "Hey! Jude's MY boyfriend! So keep your hands off or we're not giving you a lift back. Yea. Then she let go. Then my mum woke me for dinner.

Music: Spring Nicht durch Tokio Hotel ( Translation: Don't Jump by Tokio Hotel.)

Everytime I see that video of Bill performing "It's Raining Men", it puts a smile on my face. It never fails to lighten up my mood despite the circumstances. Yep. It's so adorable that it makes me smile. (:

Music: Teenage Queen by Aiden.

I think today would be like yesterday, like the day before, like the day before the day before, blah blah blah. Completely Jude-less... Yea. Seems like I'm gonna spend the whole day today watching South Park by myself.
South Park is disturbingly hilarious! HAHA! Like that episode where Cartman laughed and laughed at the midget. HAHA!

I swear. Today, and the day before, and the day before the day before and blah blah blah are the most happening days of my life. Man.... (Hint of irony included.)

Music: Not Listening to any. Watching South Park.

The second half of Valentines' Day didn't happen. I'm feeling quite hopeless right now. Really hopeless. "Keep The Faith" was what Frank Iero wrote for me when I asked him for an autograph. Ever since I've been trying to have faith in everything. Now, it feels almost impossible to keep the faith. I'm doing my hardest to keep the faith.

Music: Monsoon by Tokio Hotel.

I HAVE MASTERED THE ART OF ANTI-GRAVITY!

Okay.. Maybe I went a tad bit overboard with the make-up. I accidentally put too much on one side so I had to balance it. Yea. It's fun!!!! HHAHA!!! I don't think I'll go to town like this though. Unless if it is Halloween or something. FINALLY! MY HAIR DEFIES GRAVITY! Okay. Actually I look more like that dude from The Cure. All I need is smeared lipstick. HAHA!

THIS IS HOW I SPENT MY FIRST HALF OF VALENTINES' DAY. WAITING. WAITING. WAITING.

Music: Lyla by Oasis.

BILL IS SO CUTE! IT'S JUST SO ADORABLE!!! He was only 13 when he did Star Search. HAHA! It's in german though... It's RAINING MEN! AMEN! HAHA!
DAMN THAT OLIVER!

The plan today is... No plan. As simple as that.
A very SIMPLE PLAN.

WTF.

This kinda suck.

I feel like tacos.

I feel like going to get my tatts done.

I think if I do so my mum would probably murder me in the mosh.

KEEP THE FAITH.

STARVE LIL.

SAVE BRITNEY.

GIVE ME HAIRSPRAY.

BE A VEGAN FOR A DAY.

BURN BRIDGES.

Music: Bloody Murderer by Cursive.

I JUST CAME BACK FROM SCHOOL!
Saw Sam Sng, Minpei other peeps... Yea. It was like a carnival! HAHA! I miss being in school for Valentines Day... People exchanging gifts, chocs and flowers... Sweet sweet memories.

Fina gave me a Dove amicelli chocolate thingy and a heart-shaped note. (:
Andrea gave me a Ferrero and a plastic shot cup And I got myself a bar of Dars bitter chocolate. (:

Right now... I'm just waiting for one guy to call. Just one guy. That one guy. You know... That dude... Whose name rhymes with dude and nude. Yea.

Music: Smile In Your Sleep by Silverstein. *Sings* You lie through your teeth, you smile in your sleep.

Okay... I just found out that I have a similar blazer that Bill owns. It's black and white stripes. HAHA! It so cool right?! My mum got it for me. :D HAHAH! I swear his style is just so awesome.

I think I'm going Bill crazy. Seriously... I think I'm becoming a fan. GOSH!

Music: A Boy Brushed Red by UnderOath

Okay. I just found a new way to do the Bill.

Teasing. Take your hair in small sections, hold it up and spray it to death with hairspray. Then, with a hairbrush (I found that a round brush for blowdrying works, too) brush your hair from end to root. It will probably get pretty knotted and/or frizzy and/or snarled. But just try to get the big knots out. It will be super duper volumized when you're done. Just keep spraying and teasing until your heart is content.

I think I'll try that tomorrow. There's already too much wax, gel and hairspray in my hair. Yea.
My dad just woke up. And he didn't see the diff in my hairstyle. He must have thought that it was just bed hair. I swear. I need someone to help me out here.

Music: Civil War by Guns n Roses

Okay. I failed HORRIBLY in doing the whole Bill Kaulitz hair. I followed what they said on WikiAnswers... Maybe I didn't use enough wax.

From WikiAnswers:
From what Ive seen, wax and lots of it. I mean lots. Judging by the way it goes up then kind of spikes out he uses wax along the roots, then gel to make the ends stiffer and hair spray to keep it together. Its a pretty expensive routine and wax is hell to get out of your hair/off your hands and the excessive washing of your hair strips out dye and natural oils.

Bill Kaulitz Hair (Tokio Hotel)
Prerequisites: Layered black hair, clip in white streaks (again for care reasons)
Product: Gel, Hairspray, Wax
Instructions: This hairstyle is surprisingly complex stemming from such a simple popular cut that was designed to make hair less bulky. End result: anything but. Ok, wash your hair. Dry it, if you have curly or wavy hair you will want to straighten it first. Then clip in streaks in random places but not so the clips show k? Ok flip your hair upside down and work the wax through the roots, then, not bringing your head up apply gel to the ends. Then douse it in hairspray, and wait until it dries a bit. Then you can straighten up again

This is the result.

Total failure.

Someone please help me... The best part is, his hair is longer than mine. I swear, his head is like the moon, and my head, like the earth.

Sould I give up and stick to what I do best? Like flipping my fringe. HAHA!

I can't believe I woke up so fucking early in the morning. And did my hair. In the morning. I feel so retarded. HAHAHAHA!

Music: History by Funeral For A Friend

Fuck. I'm awake. And it's freaking 6.30 in the morning. My idiot brother woke me up at 6. That bloody git. And the worst part is that I can't go back to sleep. I can't fall asleep. So practically I only had about 2 to 3 hours of sleep. It's getting so hard to fall asleep. I hope I can solve this problem soon. I'm getting really tired. Well, now that I'm awake, I could probably do my hair.

It's Valentines' Day. <3

So... What's the plan today, Jude?

Music: Memory by Sugarcult

HAHA! I'M WATCHING AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL AT 1 IN THE MORNING.

GO TYRA!

The Glorious Dead. And The Glorious Living.

I can't sleep anymore... I'm missing Jude like crazy... Actually, I'm missing a lot of people... I miss John "Beatz" Holohan from Bayside. He died. I miss Heath Ledger. He died. Too. I miss Casey Calvert from Hawthorne Heights. He died. Also. So the only person I miss that is alive is Jude. Yea. I miss my friends from school too... Yea. They're alive too.

Music: Ohio Is For Lovers by Hawthorne Heights.

Today, I went to get my hair cut. Yea. It's supposed to look like Bill Kaulitz from the band Tokio Hotel... Now it's too short. Yea. So I'm waiting for it to grow a little longer. The idea's there though. All I need now is a lot of hairspray... HAHA! To make my hair defy gravity like BILL!!!
That is bill below... He is so hot.

Yea. My hair looks like this now without styling....
It's way too short to look like Bill's hair... I haven't try making it defy gravity yet. When I succeed, I'll let you know.

Right now... I feel like I've seen myself somewhere before.... I wonder where....

Don't you think I look like freakin' Twohill now?!?!

Anyways, I baked cookies for VALENTINES' DAY!!! It's so gay... but it's fun! HAHA! I made my own icing!!! (:
Okay... It's so gay...........

I think the first thing I'm gonna do when I wake up tomorrow is to style my hair proper. Yea. Like Bill Kaulitz. But the shorter version. Well, at least I won't look like Twohill.

Music: The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls.

Well at least there's Grey's Anatomy tonight to take my mind off stuffos. GREY'S ROCK! Sad thing is that it's the finale. :(

Music: Bullet Theory by Funeral For A Friend

Boredom-ness Loves Company. Me.

I stayed home the whole day today, waiting for Jude to end school and call me so that we could meet up. Seems like that didn't happen. It's all wishful thinking I guess.... Is it so hard to call and say "Hey Lil, I don't think I can meet you today." At least I wouldn't have wasted half a day. I could have gone for a freaking haircut that I need really badly. Whatever. I'm one pissed girl.

Music: Wasted by Cartel

Wake Up My Love.

I just woke up. Yea..... It's 2 something.... I slept for 12 hours man.. HAHA! Sleepy head. I just made myself a friendsorenemies profile. It's somewhat like friendster but it's way cooler. HAHA.
I wonder what Jude's doing now.... Haven't seen him for 5 days. Yea....... What shall I do today? I feel so lost without school man... I miss school... I miss waking up miserably for school, bathing with my eyes shut and rushing when the alarm didn't ring. HAHA! Hopefully I'll meet Jude today. (: What shall I cook myself for breakfast? Actually it's lunch time already. Damn... I wanted pancakes with lots of maple syrup..... :( maybe tomorrow....

Music: The Tide by The Spill Canvas

ONE-WAY TICKET TO BOREDOM..............













music: Problems- Against Me!

Okay... I'm back on the blog. I SWEAR NEVER TO DOWNLOAD MUSIC ONLINE. Unless it's a demo kinda thing and the band doesn't even have an album yet. My CD collection is GROWING!!! HAH! I just got two new CDs. Cartel's album Cartel. It's a very good album. I think their song that was remix by Wyclef Jean is weird. HAHAH! CD no. 2 is Aiden's Conviction. It's an OK album. I won't say it's totally AWESOME but it's okay. Yea. I need more CDs! I'm HUNGRY FOR CDs!!!

Music: Numb (Encore) Linkin Park and Jay-Z